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Wonder
03:12
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Opened my eyes to see you there standing near in front of me
Loud and heavy speaking but you can barely hear a thing
I need to know what there's after this
So now you've gone away and I've been fighting to find ways
To live with this empty space that you portray
I'm left here alone
Calling your name in the dark but you never stay here long enough
Wonder if I'll see you again, I'll find the strength to carry on
Staying far away from me again and again
So I slow down, feeling so insane
Your voice echoes in this state of constant disarray
But I've got lost, I just wanted to understand more
You left me alone
Calling your name in the dark but you never stay here long enough
Wonder if I'll see you again, I'll find the strength to carry on
Staying far away from me again and again
So I slow down, feeling so insane
I've grown old and I've been told
Things get better on their own
There's more to life than keep on chasing ghosts
Calling your name in the dark but you never stay here long enough
Wonder if I'll see you again, I'll find the strength to carry on
Staying far away from me again and again
So I slow down, feeling so insane
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2. |
Strangers
02:45
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So you can still pretend you've everything under control
What could you know about my inner battles
I only try to accentuate the positive
I'm just another of your misconceptions
Lock me up in the closet with your skeletons
We're strangers
I'm not overthinking, I thought I could sleep
but you're back trying to fix things
Stop talking
I'm leaving parts of me in places I will never go back to see again
Do not accuse me of being a bad person
Playing the victim and giving bad reasons for your actions
Won't solve my frustrations
If you keep on blaming all of my mental issues
Show me now that you're sorry while I still slip over your inaccuracy
Silently brawling against your attitude since I was a kid
How can it be that you can't understand I'm just trying to get out from this mess
We're strangers
I'm not overthinking, I thought I could sleep
but you're back trying to fix things
Stop talking
I'm leaving parts of me in places I will never go back to see again
While I bury down deep my own feelings to be stronger next time
Tears running down on my cheeks don't mean anything
Fuck you I owe you nothing
We're strangers
I'm not overthinking, I thought I could sleep again
We're strangers
I'm not overthinking, I thought I could sleep
but you're back trying to fix things
Stop talking
I'm leaving parts of me in places I will never go back to see again
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3. |
Leaving for Good
03:03
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Settled in a place I don't feel mine
Letting situations move me
Like I knew that this won't change a thing
No one can solve this
Swallowing my thoughts to make things easier
I think that something's wrong in me
I start a conflict that I cannot win
No one can understand
Told myself that I won't give it all in settling for somebody else
I won't look back to chase you again
Cannot regret to save what's left of me
Been stuck here for so long that I forgot what my purpose was
I'm leaving here for good
Back on the train this time I'm on my own, I won't go back home
Those better times are yet to come
I'm sure that I won't fall
Told myself that I won't give it all in settling for somebody else
I won't look back to chase you again
Cannot regret to save what's left of me
Told myself that I won't give it all in settling for somebody else
I won't look back to chase you again
Cannot regret to save what's left of me
Won't forget
I've tried to stop the thought, but never been alright
The more I try to escape, the faster I sink down
And then I've got these demons swinging in my head
(swinging in my head)
I've got a lot to think about
My mind's the perfect place for every doubt
All these questions that won't leave my mouth
I thought was easier to forgive than forget
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Said I overthink too much, but I swear this is the last time
The thought of you will keep me on the lookout
'Cause I can't keep wasting time thinking of giving you another try
When you're so not even trying
I'm done with the sweet words to tell
I've kept the best part for you but finds out you didn't even care
Every time, retrace the same mistakes
From head to head like a serpent biting its own tail
Can't take this anymore, keep moving in circles
So I'm giving you the first award for all the lies that I've been told
Moving in circles again
I never deserved your forgiveness
Trying to be honest with you
I lied to myself and it would never change
I've never had so much patience, I hate myself for that but I thought you still care
I've been counting down the days till I feel your presence but these sheets never been so cold
Why can't you see
Every time retrace the same mistakes
From head to head like a serpent biting its own tail
Can't take this anymore, keep moving in circles
So I'm giving you the first award for all the lies that I've been told
So I will smother someone else 'cause you won't come back
I don't think I have ever wasted so much time in my life
Chasing again and again keep hurting myself in this mess
Don't you wish that I'll come back, how could make sense
Your home's become so empty, you're not even there
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5. |
Loose Ends
02:50
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I told you I'd come back to tie up all of these loose ends
You wanted to play with fire, well you'll see, well you'll see now
Talk some sense into me, say anything that I haven't heard yet
Keeping me secrets when I thought you could be trusted
It can't be adjusted
Don't think you can hit me without reactions
What goes around comes around, never be safe and sound
Taking advantage of my weakness
I'll get up stronger and this has a payback
I told you I'd come back to tie up all of these loose ends
You wanted to play with fire, well you'll see, well you'll see now
That what you give is what you get and evil always comes back
You wish I'd forgotten but your name's in red so I'll never forget
We're never getting back together
The wounds on my back are still there
The things you've done will haunt you like a ghost
It's sad to think back when it was love
I told you I'd come back to tie up all of these loose ends
You wanted to play with fire, well you'll see, well you'll see now
That what you give is what you get and evil always comes back
You wish I'd forgotten but your name's in red so I'll never forget
We're never getting back together
The things you've done will haunt you like a ghost
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6. |
MVMNTS
03:00
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I don't feel welcome anymore, chasing after a lost cause
Keep my anger down in peace, this will never be home
Always doing my best to be good but I'm never good enough
to cross your threshold
Hiding myself by omissions, never been so unstable
I'm missing something unreplaceable
Keep moving away from the mess that I've made
Defeating myself, trying to find a place to sleep well
Searching for excuses, nothing's gonna move me
So I'll close my eyes and count some sheep
Another promise I couldn't keep
Lost the answers that I need the most to explain why I've become so
Faith's a comfort that I'll never get, I can barely trust me
Still moving on and holding back everything again, it's so wrong
Will I ever clean the mess inside my head?
Keep moving away from the mess that I've made
Defeating myself, trying to find a place to sleep well
Searching for excuses, nothing's gonna move me
So I'll close my eyes and count some sheep
Another promise I couldn't keep
I don't feel welcome anymore
This will never be home
Throwing on myself all the shame
We're never getting back together
The emptiness will keep me company
The things you've done will haunt you like a ghost
Always planning my new escape
We're never getting back together
Can't decide where to stay
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7. |
Billy Connolly
01:26
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I leave aside the bad news
Searching and constantly changing so often
Cannot remember
I let things slide on me and fall down because I cannot let myself be
Molded by your thoughts
I do not want to submit to the stereotypes imposed by society
Do not fucking want to adhere to anything at all
Just put myself first, I no longer care who's wrong or right
Won't justify myself
I want to stay awake
I'm not here as the universal judge over everything
Do what you want - Do what you want
I can no longer subject my own self to the will of others and to regret
The time I wasted over and over again
Let me stay in my wild state
And you will not be able to find me
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8. |
Commitment
02:54
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Doctor called again today
Did you tell him that I'm fine
Don't take notice of any words he says this time
It's just another analysis so if we don't talk about it
This confusion will go away
So we can still assume it's just a phase
That we all have been throught it
But I've never been so isolated
Anxiety's got a hold on me
I'm falling fast because you have ceased to be my only certainty
I'm sick of blaming myself when you're the one that messed this up again
Avoiding external commitment
Because I know it's what you've always been afraid of
My mental health disintegrating over again
It's hard to explain what is going on in my head
I know each word inside my mind
They all stuck here and won't just get out
I'm falling fast because you have ceased to be my only certainty
I'm sick of blaming myself when you're the one that messed this up again
Chasing lights in the dark of my room
Trying to handle reasons and to understand why
I've got myself stuck on this mess (how could I ever find peace)
Anxiety's got a hold on me
I'm falling fast because you have ceased to be my only certainty
How could I ever find peace
Anxiety's got a hold on me
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9. |
Turn My Life Around
02:57
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Lights off, pull my head under covers
Lying in the dark trying to avoid my problems
Can’t do this anymore, I'll never solve them
But I carry on - dreamcatcher on the wall
I wish it could save me from all
At least that I could feel nothing more
Now I give up - now I give up
Fix myself, turn my life around
Would you come with me and try to stop it
Life is a fight, it's a tragedy
This eternal fight
Never knew why I just don’t feel fine
I always try to make everything alright
Never imagined I'd be my own poison
Listen up you've got to live and learn
I might be trapped inside this eternal fight
I'll never close my eyes, can't pretend to be
Safe 'cause you're not here tonight
Now I give up - now I give up
Fix myself, turn my life around
Would you come with me and try to stop it
Life is a fight, it's a tragedy
This eternal fight
We were believers, faith lost in a river
Now I give up - now I give up
Fix myself, turn my life around
Would you come with me and try to stop it
Life is a fight, it's a tragedy
So stay with me tonight
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10. |
Distance
02:55
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What if I opened up
And let you know what you want to hear
I know that's what you're thinking but
There's a reason why you still don't know much
I'm filling spaces and twisting minds
Wasting days to kill the time
Counting all the lies I told to save my face
I've never been that good with words, this mask won't cover all my thoughts
So I'm keeping you at distance
What does it matter if I'm being persistent gathering
All of my apathy
I knew each of my intentions
But now my temper turns to stone
I'm better off on my own
It's better if you stay safe
I like telling myself I'm different
I hope someday I mean that
But I'm wasting every chance to feel fine
Turning them into burden
I need my room to breathe
Why is it so hard to get along with this
Such a selfish being I seem
Such a selfish being I seem
So I'm keeping you at distance
What does it matter if I'm being persistent gathering
All of my apathy
I knew each of my intentions
But now my temper turns to stone
I'm better off on my own
It's better if you stay safe
Am I just another failure
I'm not playing the victim for your comprehensions
Am I just another failure
What does even matter what I'm made of inside
Am I just another failure
It's like I'm messing up what I built in my whole life
Am I just another failure
So I'm keeping you at distance, I'm keeping you at distance
Am I just another failure
I'm better off on my own
it's better if you stay safe
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Raise Your Fall Modena, Italy
Energetic pop-punk band from Italy knows how to catch your attention mixing harmonic female and male vocals with dynamic and
catchy riffs.
With two EPs on board, a selection of notable local shows including a support for the Canadian trio Courage My Love and an UK tour in January 2017, Raise Your Fall are ready to be back on stage with their first album "A Galaxy of Shades" out in March 2018.
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